Saturday, September 11, 2010

My well known fear.

Anyone who really knows me knows that I have a huge fear of flying. I have been around the world several times in my life and feel that I fly more then most people. And even after all of that I still get real nervous the days leading up to a flight. When I am on a plane I am really tense and aware of what is going on at all times. The littlest bit of turbulence has me going for the seat handles right away. I even find myself getting irritated at the pilot for not doing a better job avoiding the turbulence. Not that he has much he can do about it. And every time I land, I make a promise with myself that I will never fly again and will just have to take a boat back. I think you get the picture.
With that being said, I would not be here in China today if it were not for me dealing with my fears and powering through. We all have fears in life. Some are worse then others. Sometimes our fear is not really understanding something enough to realize it is not that bad or hard to do. If I let my fear over come me I would never get on a plane and would only live life in the South. Because from there I can drive to beaches, mountains, and all the best theme parks within a few hours. All my family is close and I would feel safe.
Today many people have a fear of talking about our Father. The fear of rejection, mockery, or the unknown are usually common reasons. We get comfortable going to our building and meeting with the Family, but the idea of going out and doing something is not for me, "We have specialist that do that." We are all challenged by the Son to go out and talk about Father. Yes, some of us may be better then others at it but who's to say you are not better at it then you think you are. No one is great at something the first time. It takes time to learn and grow. In the end, overcoming your own fear could be the only real challenge.

5 comments:

  1. And we don't have to go to China to overcome that fear. We just don't do anything. Like you said, we depend on others to do it for us. We should be ashamed.....I should be ashamed and need to take that challenge.
    Thanks for this encouragement, Kevin. Hope that all is going well for you this year.
    Love ya,
    Layna

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  2. So true. For real. And we're glad you had a safe flight!

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  3. Thanks for facing your fear! I appreciate you encouraging us to speak up. We need to face those fears and push through. Big brother pushed through the cross, so we can push through our fears.

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  4. No Fear! Love you brother. You're an inspiration to many!

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  5. Yo, Kev. Thanks for the post. You are so brave. You are really brave, for real.

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